♥ SOPHIA's ♥

2011-04-12T00:52:00.003+08:00

Something deadly happened to my iphone today! All thanks to my itchy fingers upgrading the iphone software unknowingly. Arghhhhh... But what can i say? Bimbo, the word. From this incident, my boy said the sweetest thing you can never imagine. And that was: "Lets exchange our iphone for the time being, at least you can get to play the games you want. All I need is Facebook!" Uhmmm, i was like stunned for awhile not knowing how to react. To exchange or not to exchange? Why on earth does he trust me like so much? Its true we are a couple, but probably not to the extend yet? Well, he's just being the sweetest thing(: The boy i always love <3

2011-03-24T23:32:00.003+08:00

Tonight is going to be our 2nd month anniversary(: 2 months may seem short, but the time we spent together seems like 2 years. The things we do together, the chats we had. I felt so comfortable with him. The way he hold me, the way he look me in the eyes. I hope this feeling will last forever. Many might say its just the honeymoon period, i hope it will never fade away. Let time proves us wrong(: He's the guy of my dream, the guy i wanna marry. The guy i wanna spend the rest of my life with!  I love you dearly!

2011-01-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

A post i want to always remember. The day you told me you dont have the habit of doting me in public. Oh so good, what the best partner ive in the world! So afraid to show people how much you love me. Is this how much i meant to you? Then whats the point of being together? Might as well dont go out together right? Go out together, you can dote your friends. But cannot dote me. Gooooood! I really appreciate that. You're never like this.... Last time we still can at st james sit on your lap you hug me then smoke together that kind of thing. So sweet. But not anymore. The honeymoon period to you is over. You still can say want to settle down with me, but always treat me like shit. Stop it with the fairytales. People dote me, cannot. Then you dont want to dote me. Then what? Love is meant to be given and taken also! Not by paying for my things means you love me. Then like this might as well i go and find a super rich boyfriend! So lame can. Ive never complainted until now when ive enough! Ive bear this for so long already and this is going to be the LAST goodbye i will say to you. We are better off as friends. At least hopefully when you see me at work or outside maybe you will treat me better than now(: goodbye my sweetheart, the person i love. (hearts)

2010-11-12T05:40:00.002+08:00

Why would i be looking forward for thursday to come? Why.. It will never be again.. It was meant to be a day for us to hang out, whats the point when you are so eager to meet your friends? Especially her.. Not i dont wanna say, say will make any difference? Happen also happen already. You will just say just friends. I also dont want her to know im jealous of her. Fine. Left me out, walk beside her, keep disturbing her.. Only when she's busy then you come to me.. So? Am i your spare tire? If i am, then let me know.. I dont want to be your spare tire! You installed your whatsapp, first person you look for is her. I swallow. Then go out say jio carmen, but not call carmen, call cheralyn. If you want to go back and flirt or disturb other girls like before, then dont stop me from accepting love from others since you cant give it to me. And in future my thursdays will not be going out with you as long as there's her.

2010-11-01T06:22:00.002+08:00

Everything just seems to be trembling down. All the towers we've worked hard to build are no longer there to protect us, our relationship. Somehow or rather i know its my fault but not 101% my fault. I know i didnt do anything behind you. If i will why would i bother waste my blardy time here playing l4d for 2hours alone in the lanshop looking so stupid like a loner ? Sometimes its hard to satisfy you. You are not me, but you never bother to understand me, try to figure out how i spent my day althought you're not with me. I used to think too much and you will always tell me not to, yet you disappoint me time and time again but i still trust you. Ive never done anything wrong behind your back, but why are you still thinking like that? I thought by giving you a surprise to find you, buy supper for you will make it up to the unhappiness ive given you. But still, we ended up arguing. Im giving up real real soon darling.

2010-09-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

I really hate you for hurting me like this. Please let this be the last time. Dont make me be the topic to start a conversation with her then jump to another topic and start showing your care and concern about her. If its your concern you wanna give go ahead dont lie to me and just you only sms her one text. It just shows me how disguisting and how not trustworthy you can get. I dont think you will like it when i do the same thing to you too right, so stop it. I would really appreciate it.

2010-09-19T07:41:00.002+08:00

Sitting down at the counter all of a sudden and just started emoing. Started playing bejewel at 4AM. The worst idea was thinking today Powerhouse ends at 4AM when its suppose to be 5AM. Fine, got scolded by Patrick thanks to the big mouth William. Fucking kid do things without using the brains. My mind was running wild not knowing how to spend my day, should I just rot or go out and have some fun and forget all the unhappy things? Come to think of it, whats so unhappy about? Great. I just got chased out of Del's house. No big deal? Yes it is! I was given a 2nd chance, yet i abused it. And now ive to face the music alone. At least i got to stay for 1 last night before work leaving behind the keys. This time i know for sure its not going to recover that fast. The image of you swinging my hands off so hard is still deep inside my head. Maybe this time i left is for good. But only for you. As for myself, i will never be me again. I thought i will never be hurt by you again, but sad to say i have yet to overcome my fear. I still love you deep down. I tried to act tough to protect myself, to not get hurt, but you never ever understand. You only think its because i dont love you anymore. You left me dumbfolded, really dumbfolded.. I cant help thinking of what to do each time i end work, i hope the sun never rise, and i will never be sleeping without you beside me. I just hope you will accept me back in your life. Ive done what you had always wanted me to do. And i will always promise you that as long as im alive, i will never contact him ever again. I love you sweetheart, and i miss you...

2010-09-08T06:03:00.003+08:00

Forgot to update on what i was so happy about for the last 28hours and that was..............................

I HAVE BOUGHT MY IPHONEEEEEEE4!

bee sponser like $200 partially like a bday present for me(: hehehe! thanks bee i love you very much really!

2010-09-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

i was so looking forward to working at dolly today but was greatly disappointed cus it was so boring not as busy as i expected. however the sales is quite high its standing at $8275 already when i still have 2 hours to burn! so wanna sleep now but hungry maybe planning to go for supper with bee later(:

2010-09-07T08:28:00.002+08:00

Today is the day when we got to spend our night sleeping in the living room on the couch! A day that i might not be able to sleep well, with the add on of being attached to SHANGHAI DOLLY!! A place that is almost like new to me. Maybe a experience for me, a chance to experience new environment(: I should ne taking it positively but yet cant sleep! After getting rid of the bed bugs we are finally moving back to the room with air con and new mattress! Yippee!

2010-08-28T23:13:00.001+08:00

All im hoping now is for my baby to get well from all her sickness soon! May god bless her(:

2010-08-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i dont know you. You're slowly returning back to the old you. The person who always flares up at me over small matters. Then i will always be the soft hearted one who will apologise to you and you will still insist on throwing your bad temper at me. You told me you touch drugs and stop drugs because of me. If im really so powerful you wont be touching it yesterday... If you dont mean what you say i rather you just shut up and dont make empty promises to me. Dont make it sound like i mean the whole world to you. Every single off day we got to quarrel bout something. I guess we should stop spending time with each other during our off days. We should even stop sharing with each other if this were to carry on. Its pointless cus at the end of the day its just a waste of time.

2010-08-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

Blogshop is doing well. A total of 23 items sold, 6 pending!(: I cant wait to get rid of all my old clothes so in order to fit new ones into my wardrobe! Hehehehe. Just went for facial yesterday and my poor face is swollen and painful... Sob sob! I need to go on a diet soon, del wouldnt stop calling me FATTY ZHEN! Cheebye del. I wanna punch her face each time she disturb me !@#$%^&*() Munch munch munch, munching away..

Iphone 4GS, IM GOING TO LAY MY HANDS ON YOUUUUUUUU! :D

2010-08-02T02:13:00.004+08:00

Contempting whether to get iphone 3GS or stick to my dream iphone4 instead. Mummy seems very objective to everything ive praised bout the iphone applications etc. She even said nowadays people are like robots caused of hps. -.-||| i find it totally no link. I dated her out to Adjisen was in hope to at least go singtel to browse thru the iphone4 but it was ruined. To her iphone just suck and its a waste of money! Darn!! I so wanna get, was browsing thru the iphone casing and they are so pretty. I was planning to get a new casing for darl(:

I hope she likes it(:

& I TOTALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS!!! <3

There's nothing really special bout it thou but it just caught my eye! Hehehe. So love the PINK! :DD

I must lay my hands on either the 3GS/4GS. I dont care!

2010-07-30T14:56:00.004+08:00

My del is back by my side(: Its been 5 days already since we patched back and everything went very smoothly, i likeeee~! She became much more thoughful, loving and caring compare to the past which was good, really good. i dont expect much from her but i just hope the both of us to be happy everyday! I believe everybody deserves a second chance- though this is the third chance im giving her, i hope she will really really treasure it. I dont like to keep turning back and get myself hurt too. i only hope del will learn to treasure and love me especially for who i am(:

2010-07-25T20:41:00.003+08:00

Im in a delima. I dont know what am i suppose to do. Today del came running back. I do love del, i dote on her fucking alot but im afraid to be hurt by her each time. I wanna just be happy everyday like for the past 2 days. Everyday just play and enjoy.. Ive encountered all the sadness del has given me and didnt cry until she texted me stuffs that really soften my heart. What am i suppose to do now? I still want to be with del! Maybe can try again but this time i must learn to equal out our feelings. Love her only as much as how she loves me not too much. See how it goes.....

2010-07-23T05:08:00.002+08:00

See? Yes im hurt. But so what? I just need to stay strong & always tell myself this, im too good for you. You can just fuck off, and continue playing around. As time goes by, i will forget you and not be affected by you anymore(: All the best to you and good luck!

2010-07-22T09:13:00.004+08:00

Back from genting. And you know what? The trip suck. I didnt enjoy myself most of the time. I feel so fucked up, probably because it was with del. As expected she will leave me out. Despite caring for her so much, stomach pain acc her to buy panadol, didnt leave her alone in the hotel etc. She can fucking say she hate me cus im spoilt just bcus of some wedges i was so greedy about. Comeon' if you really love me, you should love me for who i am. Even if ive any imperfections, you will still accept me. Just like how i accept you and still love you.

Yes, we are officially broken up. Yet still im staying over at your place. Ive no idea why also. We are still sleeping together. I like the feeling being with you, just the both of us, alone. When you are with your friends, i totally hate it. You give totally ZERO attention to me. I dont know how im feeling towards you anymore. A little more than friends? Probably fling.

I doubt i will commit anymore. I hate to keep giving and get nothing but shit. I still got scolded by you for flirting? Hello! We've broken up already. Why do you still care so much? & i wasnt flirting. I didnt say any mushy stuffs alright. Mind you. Its just a hug from fahan, whats wrong? Hugs are normal. Which girls doesnt like hugs? I LOVE HUGS OK. But how often do i receive hugs from you? You used to give me alot last time, put your hands around me and everything. NOT ANYMORE. So since you cant give me, why cant i take from others? It just happened he hugged me in front of you. Its not my fault. Not like i said:"Fahan, faster hug me now." that kind of shit right.

You always think im ugly, im fat fine. You can anytime go find your kaili. She's pretty, skinny, short- suit your height. Just cus she has a bf, she's not a lesbian, you cant own her thats why only you keep me. But your heart, is with her. Your whole mind is all bout her. I will not bother keeping you with me anymore. Im happy being your fling, and just your fling. I swear i will never put any feelings into you anymore. I got to carry on than to keep myself hanging like a stupid fuck.

2010-07-16T05:26:00.001+08:00

Hmmm. Im single again! Wow!! It all happened so fast again right? I dont know, i do love her still but its her behavior thats pushing me away. I wanna leave, but i cant bear to. & finally we broke free from each other. Im sure she's happier without me, by seeing her happy, im happy too(: am glad we are still friends, or should i say good friends? will be heading genting with her & carmen like real soon, sunday! i hope things will go on smoothly with us. i wanna laugh and smile all day(: take as many stupid pics as we can, scream at the theme park and appear as pretty as possible thou she finds me ugly. suddenly... i miss her hugs and kisses!

-i love these pretty pink eyes(:

2010-07-10T08:29:00.003+08:00

Something weird feeling happened on the transport on my way back. I was surprised i felt this way i dont know why also.. Im confused. This "sucker" sitting on the front sit, i lean over to talk to him, and he placed his fucking hand over my head and started patting and flirting around with my hair for like at least 1 min before i got down the transport. The moment he had his hand around me, for once i felt so loved. I haven had this feeling for a super long time. Well 1 min may seem short, but its really long for someone whom is just a friend to you does that you see *smiling away(: I know i shouldnt be feeling this way. But i just felt this way. What else can i say?

2010-06-29T04:52:00.002+08:00

This month was the suckest month. NO PAY! NO INCENTIVE! NO TIPS! ARGGGGH...... What could be worst than this? Moreover im doing more than anyone else are doing! But whatever, i shall nag no more but just do what im doing and hopefully be appreaciated. At least ive the advantage of walking in and out of bars whenever i likeeeee! :DD

I GOT A FREE CAN OF REDBULL FROM EAST YESTERDAY...
& I GOT A FREE BOTTLE OF EVIAN FROM CAMMY TODAY!(:

Well, what could be better than to be pampered by the bar supervisors all the time(:
Even they are counting my tips just to give me asap cus im so pathatic this month.
Im starting to love my job the way it is......
But absolutely not very satisfied with the pay though!
Enough of whinninggggg.

Hopefully JUNE enjoys her honeymoon in BALI(:
& soon we will have to say goodbye to ERIC, he's resigning next month going back to CHINA to settle down. Well MOVIDA will be only left with JUNE & SHEILA. Probably Q...

& sad to say IPHONE 4G from USA CANNOT be used in Singapore!!!!! This really disappoints me. I was carrying with me a "can't wait to get" the iphone mindset and now its tarnish lar. What now? Am still waiting for mummy to return from US(:

2010-06-22T04:37:00.002+08:00

I LOVE POKEMON! & so do i love baby(: She found this website with all the pokemon episode. I was sooooooo fucking happy. We spent close to 3hours watching the first 9 episodes and now we are on our own, im watching the 10th episode now, chewing on my cheeseburger and drinking my ice tea happily(: i wonder what time will i sleep today, hmmmm :DDD

Hoooooray to FIFA WORLD CUP!

2010-06-20T18:01:00.001+08:00

2010-06-19T06:29:00.005+08:00

mummy mummy... gone to USA for 2 weeks! gonna miss her like damn lots.. to be glad or sad? hmmmm, she was waiting for me to be home everyday yet im always not around. now im here to promise her to be home every sunday be it shine or rain alright mummy? i know you misses me.. im sorry. hopefully she wont forget my iphone 4g hahaha. i wanna psycho her so i no need use my own money buy hehehe! my blackberry will be selling to jane's daughter soon.. after hearing the story jane said i was really touched yet sad for her. i dont know why but jane is really a very nice mum, how much i hope her kids are more understanding! damnnnn! i really hate those kids that doesnt appreciate what their parents had done for them. so remind me of myself! what a sad world parents are facing nowadays. i so wanna hug mummy now! but i know i cant cus she is gone...

2010-05-22T17:18:00.004+08:00

Ive so many question marks in my head. Del asked me, did i ever wonder im actually used to her being with me, used to her family and used to our daily routine? Frankly speaking, ive never thought of this. Its true somehow or rather im used to it, but doesnt mean i will die without it. Meaning like if i dont stay over her house anymore i will cry all day and night. Guess its just plain feelings for her. Like some say, like can like many, love can only love one. Now i dont even know its like or love. Im confusing myself already. Maybe i need a break.

Celebrated mummy's birthday on my god damn once a week off day. I also went to cut my hair, which is suppose to make my hair neater, but ended in a fucking mess. Stupid. Now everyone is making fun of me :(

Spent 12hours at work yesterday sure got something to comment. First time i see Sheila pissed off. Really FIRST time sial. Hais. All thanks to Q. I was pissed off with Q also, but im already used to it soooooo........ forget it. Seriously June really shouldnt let Q pour especially when its really busy cus she's starting to take advantage. Eg: She doesnt wanna wash glasses, keep taking bartop orders, asking others to swipe pos card for her, doesnt settle her bills promptly, slow and messy full stop. I still have alot to say, but there's just too much..... Q is jeopardizing our operation totally. We all need to work extra hard, extra faster than usual just because of one person. Sianzzzzz~ I hope Sheila will still know how to put work aside from friends cus she is really really fucking pissed off. Smile Sheila, love you too(:

2010-05-20T11:06:00.002+08:00

Im always trying, trying to trust you; its difficult. The secure-ness doesnt exsist. I seriously doesnt feel your love baby... not anymore. Im also human, i too need your pampered. But at the end of the day, my laughters are all given by others but rarely by you. I can keep you in my heart, but not by my side. Maybe beside me on the bed, but am i really the one you care and important to you?

Resignation letter pending, interview for cashier was successful. I seriously cant wait to start off with my new job, plus my bike licence..... OR probably car? I need the cash badly! :(

2010-05-14T03:01:00.001+08:00

She is back to playing drugs again :(

Im lost at words, i dont know what to do...
I dont know what to say to her, to tell her how exactly im feeling.

She's got a new idol again. First it was Zila, and now its Kaili, a singer at dragonfly. When will i ever be her idol? Im close to being transparent with her nowadays.

Im totally disappointed.

2010-05-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, yesterday, yesterdayyyy! How much i hope the day will never come to an end. Never have to sleep, can keep spending time together. Batam trip was cancelled, but it was replaced with a wonderful Sentosa trip, with just me and you(: The pink dolphine i had always wanted to watch with you, althought its like $22.90 like fucking expensive, and only 10mins. Fuck, but nothing could buy this experience i had with you. And we went wavehouse for a luxury dinner. It cost a bomb! My cute finally get to meetup with her old jang and elaine at wavehouse, im happy for her :D I got to sit on the skyride, so highhhhh, so bumpy, so scaryyyyy. But the luge down was fun can! Went to catch the last performance songs of the sea, which was emazingly beatiful, with the lightings, fire, water and fireworks. I was moved. Cute has watched it before, but she still acc me watch, i simply love her, and had an enjoyable time with her i will wanna capture in my memory forever(:

How to play Canon on piano

2010-04-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

2010-04-28T10:30:00.004+08:00

Something you might forget, something that you might remember, but thought i had forgotten. I know, its our 1st month anniversary, the day we really finally got together officially with both our hearts and soul together(: After many downfalls and arguments, i did realised we are different in many ways. Character and almost everything, but thats what made us a perfect pair. You know like a magnet, north & south pole, thats why can attract! Its just like this.. Sometimes you told me, we are so different, i always wanted to explain to you only different then we may last, but its so difficult to say out. I can only hope you will understand what i mean here alright(:

Honey, i know im wrong to be home at this time instead. At first i thought you were mad at me for going home, thinking that you love me too much. But, hearing from Glen that maybe all you need is just my companion. You can always find someone else even if you dont have me. Is that really true? I was really deprieve when i heard that. The feeling of you holding me back at your counter before i went home was so strong, i was soooooo hesitating not to leave. But i couldnt make it a habit. I miss mummy, and i miss home!

But anws, i just love you so much. I dont ever wanna leave you. It does feels weird not sleeping on your bed, not being next to you, not able to hug you when miss you and so. Next time just come home with me lah(:

2010-04-21T03:14:00.002+08:00

I can close my eyes to blind myself up from you. But if only i can close my heart to stop feeling you. I know it will never happen, as what i felt for you now is more than you can ever imagine. The earth to stop spinning, the clock to stop ticking, and everything stays still, just with you by my side(:

You called me dumb. But did you realised it takes one to recognise another? So there, del is my cute dumb always.

Haven been updating lately, work sucks. Getting from bad to worst as days goes by. Feel like converting to part time to concentrate on my bike instead. Travelling around would be much convenient with a bike, need not to think of last bus, last train and cab fares. This issue has been pissing me off since i was 18. I just cant wait to get started with my plans.

My king, just cant wait for her to come back. I miss you(:

2010-03-19T04:01:00.003+08:00

its raining again, and im emo-ing again. its complicating, i repeat its complicating. she doesnt wanna give in, neither do i. we dont suit really. she likes to anyhow waste money, wheres im thrifty. money is sensitive, and yes i love money more than anything. i admit my feeling for you is still there, but i cannot make myself desperate knowing its priscilla, the smartie you like. too bad im silly and stupid to you. byebye del, its better off being friends(:

2010-03-08T19:16:00.002+08:00

The end of the story for del and sophia. Thats it. I believe this is really the end already. I had wanted to cry it all out yesterday while lying on the bed. But it was really hard. Right now, im tearing while typing instead. I really do love her alot though ive managed to find many many negative points bout her during this 1 month. She is totally disguisting. Yet why do i love her? FUCK. Why must i be hurted by her? I should be hating her to the core please. I fucking hate del. I must always remind myself this, especially when i sees her at work haha(: i hope life will be brighter. Maybe this is just a lesson for me to learn as everyone was advising me about. Im simply stupid.

2010-03-07T10:22:00.002+08:00

Love is not just about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. Its not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

The first person who's on your mind the moment you open your eyes after a long sleep is the reason either of your happiness or pain.

Notice how people tend to keep their emotions to themselves? Its the safest approach to hide the pain, yet the easiest and fastest way to die insane.

Missing someone isnt about how long it has been since since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you.

Some people will stay in your heart even if you're gone in theirs.

You want the truth? Here it is.
Eventually you forget it all. First you forget everything you learnt - the dates of wars and pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didnt really learn, but just memorize the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favourite teachers, and eventually you forgot those too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit, and your best friend's home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually but slowly you forget your humiliations - even the ones that seems indelible, just fade away. You forgot who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. You forget all of them. Even the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. They're the last to go, and then once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else.

2010-03-05T06:30:00.001+08:00

Nb. I wanna say this but it hurts me so :(

2010-02-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

Its been a loooong time since ive updated. But life's been goooood so far(: im not going to nag any longer but im still contempting whether to put in my feelings into del completely. Ive a feeling that she do loves priscilla still and im generally not very happy bout it though. Shall see how it goes.

2010-02-17T09:35:00.000+08:00

I gotta feeling, tonight`s gonna be a good good night!(: the day ive been waiting for over the past one week, to go back home yeah! Time here really flies due to the heavy schedules of house visiting and time spent on shopping(: i always told myself, shopping is a must when im here so as to kill time and kill mummy`s wallet lols(: well, ive succeeded. Plus got free movie to watch last night, i forgot what title but probably only malaysia have bahs, speak in cantonese but luckily got english subtitle. Its a really hilarious comedy really hahahas. Anws i happened to see del`s blog linked by rhian blog and i went to view. Omggg, i was sooooo disappointed at that point of time can, had a heated argument with del for a while and she was really pissed, and everything is almost smashed. But i think she said it out of angryness also luhs. Anws del, i promise wont say this kind of thing again or suspect you or whatsoever anymore. I love you(: and see you tonight at boiler! Muacks.

2010-02-14T22:38:00.003+08:00

1st night of CNY coming to an end. Had been to a super huge pen house last night, and today went to a kampong at paham. Had 2 reunion dinner at 2 different places with lots of meat dishes, and had lots of tibits also. Last but not least had lots of gambling too! I dont know if the problem lies with my luck or what! I kept losing, not even a chance of winning. Best of all, ive learnt a new game(: Hopefully i can remember and bring my knowledge back to Singapore, to teach del hahahahahas! Hurhur. Camera low on battery lerh! Tomorrow was the day ive been waiting for, to go back malacca to see my long time no see cousins, whom i`ve been really really close with before. i miss them dearly(: I swear i wanna take pics with them provided they are home eh. Suddenly feeling so emo, i miss del. Cant get to be by her side this valentine, maybe the next?(: But one thing she told me was she actually wanted to put a boutique of flowers into my locker to surprise me, but....... hehehehe, im here in malaysia instead lols. Sorry baby del, i will promise to last with you for as long as i can hold onto. And also to let you know, my love for you is very strong now(:

2010-02-12T23:40:00.003+08:00

Had just arrived here at cousin`s place, the feeling was somehow relax, and yet tired. Didnt get to go bugis on thur, but went orchard with del and her parents instead. Guess what? Del paid for my clothes when i didnt have enough cash, and she said to buy for me. And today morning i was at her place, she bought me 2 tshirt againnnn! Hmmmms, im starting to think she loves me more than i do now. Ohs, ive another memorable sms i would love to keep, which is from del(: "Eh. Joking only la. Dont take it too seriously. My babyy is cute alight(: if not you think i will take sophia koh le zhen as my lawfully girlfriend meh? If you really cannot make it you think i'll tell people you my girlfriend then bring you out with my family. Babyy maybe you still dont really understand me, i might sometimes say opposit of what i feels. Just like i say can always find another person and dont want you or whatsoever but i know i wont.i might never show you or tell you how important you are to me, i cant say very important cus we just started off only but you still are." Omgggg omgggg! Dont you find this super touched? Fine, maybe im just thinking too much. If she can send this to me, she can also send this to others right? Lols. Let time tells everything. Im starting to wonder how time is going to pass tmr eh. I wanna go shopping(:

2010-02-09T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmmms. Let me see, where should i start from eh? From del that dropped me a surprising text? A memorable text i would wanna keep forever(: Here it goes: "Lets start all over again(: i know how much i meant to you & im willing to try one last time with you cause i dont wanna lose someone who loves me dearly and later when regret its too late(:" SEE SEE SEE? I was in a state of shockness, and when i was about to reply her during break, i met her at 4th floor having break too(: I went to talk to her, she acc me to toilet and we kissed. Awwwww(: This all started on SAT 830PM ever since the text? Lols. Thought it all seemed toooooo sudden i also dont know whats her motive. Ive told myself i will not commit into this relationship tooo much so as to get hurt the 2nd time, its sad to keep thinking history will repeat itself againnnn right? Siannnnn. Anws CNY approaching up ahead, only managed to purchase a dress and 2 tank top from Topshop! & i bought a levis tshirt for del yesterday when we went CNY shopping together(: It cost bout $50, and i guess she was really happyyyyy hahahahahas! She also like another levis shirt, but dont have size. Maybe i will ask my aunty at america buy for me! *Evil smiles(: Siannnn, i wanna go bugis to buy shorts eh. CNY dont have new shorts to wear :(

2010-02-06T16:05:00.003+08:00

Ive experience the most irritating fucker last night at movida back bar can. It was already very busy with the continuous orders and abit cock up here and there cus im still consider new to movida... Hmmms. The first cock up was this gu niang order lychee margarita from me, then i ask kelvin to do cus i dont know how, and he never hear properly went to do lychee martini instead. Fuck enough i noticed when he started to put lychee liqueur into the shaker instead of blender. This just shows my observence level is high enough hahahahahs(: Then i told him its margarita, not martini and you know what? He asked me got lychee margarita meh? Fuck. I know the cocktails better than him. End up I do myself also -.- Then when wanna key bill, cant find the fucking key inside the epoint. Got all the margarita flavour but not lychee wtf can. Then i ask him how, he still dont want faster ask june thru the walkie. Waste my time down there standing waiting for him. I dont know luh. I dont wanna work with him loh. Talk to him must scream, not shout leh. Then scream also sometimes never answer, dont know is deaf or what sial. I whole day darn pek chek. Then come this irritaing fucker, he ask me "can i have 2 short glass" i suppose thats what he meant. short, not shot. Then obviously i will take shot glass for him, cus there's no short glass. Then he told me "NO! I want 2 short glass for whisky" (something like that luh) Then i started to pour one shot of whisky. And he shook his damnnn head and said "NO! Ive alot alot of bottles on my table already, i just need whisky glass" _|_ Immediately i dulan, take brandy glass give him. Cus where the fuck got whisky glass right? Then he shake his fucking head again. This time i really wanna take the brandy glass smash his head already. It was already sooooo noisy at back bar, the music is so fucking loud i huh huh huh huh huh so many times in a day. In the end i asked kelvin to entertain him, i cant take it anymore. I think he already saw him beforehand talking to him already. And kelvin also pek chek, give him all the glassware asked him choose. In the end he took rock glass. Fuck it luh. Kelvin dulan scold him, teach him a lesson. Tell him which glassware is which and then he still ask back why is it call rock glass why is it call collin glass -.- before he left still say he's a american, he dont know singapore. I fuck you luh cb. American then not so stupid can, ming ming got one chinese face you tell me your american, more like china luh stupid _|_

2010-02-04T10:05:00.000+08:00

Another tired night at powerhouse intro bar! I was expecting to work star bar instead as planned on schedule, damnnn shiam fucker. Anyways, poor aubrey got warning letter today for pouring away 3 pegs of vodka away into the basin, loooong story luh! I still think that this is a harsh and stupid decision, cannot just close one eye meh? Its not like she drank the vodka, or give away free to customer, comeeee on cammy, dont be such a bitch! Why must you make everybody hate you? Thought i haven get butter by you yet, i still can smile at you, but dont step on my tail cus i wont give a shit if you are my supervisor or manager when im really pissed, sorry to say that pleaseee forgive me(: hmmmms, del texted me asking me for her song i promised to find for her, hahahas. Then we sms and im starting to feel more relax talking to her, can say not tension anymore? Im really glad friendship is starting off well(: actually i missed her like fuck. Saw her about five times today, but i kept looking away pretending not to see anything. Tmr working at gallery, hopefully can see her even for once(:

2010-02-03T06:10:00.002+08:00

Hmmmms, had a great day working at movida main bar tonight on ladies night! Its was really busy with the continuous flow of incoming coupons and orders, yet funnnn! However a piece of super bad news that pissed me off before i head home, there is a high chance for me to be transfered to bellini. The fucked up place, with fucked up cocktails and worst of all the jazz music! I totally feel very wasted if they put me there cus they had just lost a capable manpower at busy bars, hahahaha bhb! And del sms me today telling me to forget her as she doesnt have anymore feelings for me, and liked another girl, priscilla. Well, i dont know how im feeling though, probably nummmmmb! I think she's starting to pissed me off cus im like soooo confused with who exactly does she likes, like wtf. One moment tell me is nikki, next moment is priscilla. Like duh, wake up your fucking idea can? Aubrey was a little pissed off with her too! We wanted to chill out after work but guess we both were just plain lazy, went home instead hahahaha(: hmmms, little aubrey is kind of cuteee after all. A very sweet, understanding and nice girl, but tooo baddd! Not my type, wahahahaha! After learning the truth, im still contempting whether to even be friend del thought she said she will start talking to be automatically once things cool down. Uhmmms, shall see how it goes thennnn!

2010-02-02T14:55:00.005+08:00

Went for breakfast after work yesterday with aubrey and del. Everything was so wrong. The feeling of cold shoulder, the moment i saw her board the front seat on the cab, the way she asked me what i wanna drink and the speed of her taking off home. I took the courage to sms her aggggain! It was always me taking the initiative, but yet she feels nothing after all. I dont know if she's pretending to be just fine, or really fine doing well without me. She said to give her some more time when words get low, she will then start to pick up talking to me, as a friend(: i was wondering when this day will come, but im more than willing to wait. I really love this sugarpie of mine, the way we come and go is not right. I will meet you halfway del, i promise.

2010-02-01T12:33:00.001+08:00

The BLACKBERRY I've found like a week is of great care under me nowwww(: offered del to use, but she rejected. Fineeeeee! Hmmmms, went to KC house last night to collect some of my belongings, he then bus me home and we chatted until 2AM then he headed to Lynns chalet. We sure had a long chat bout work and personal life. I know that no matter how hard I explain he still won't get it why I left himmm. I told him, no matter what he say now, won't change anything between me and him. And between me and del as well. Probably this is what I call karmaaaa. Del is never meant to be mine. Had been crying that last time I went over to pick up some stuffs too. We hugged and even kissed, but I'm the only sucker cryingggg! We had some serious talk, and I'm prepared to miss her and be strong just for our survival in st james. Maybe in future, there might still be a chance for us, nobody can predict too. Just wish us all the best(:

2010-01-30T08:28:00.003+08:00

Everything ive done for you, my love for you, is ruined. The pain is so deep, i can hardly feel myself. Ive lost interest in going to work & even hate the sight of you, knowing that i cant talk to you nor i cant smile at you anymore..
I will learn to accept the fact that you've left me, and we can only be friends. But what kind of friend are we? Or are we just colleagues? Hi bye friend? Or a friend thats willing to listen to my troubles, be with me when im down, or even chilling out? Ive never expect you to commit to me, though i know you're a flirt. Ive accepted you for who you are, cus you are just like this. Ive always done my best to make you like me, care for you and everything. Now, we can even forget bout our batam trip. I really hate this feeling, i hate the way things had turned out to be.

2010-01-18T03:39:00.001+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU. The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.

If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust.
Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to
you, trust that he really likes you, trust that he will always be
there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high
or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking
up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will stick up
for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another girl,
trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he
wants you like you want him.
& thats you baby boy(:

2010-01-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

Just collected my pay cheque from st james for dec(: Ive only worked 4 days, but my pay was close to $300! That was also due to the $10/hr rate for christmas eve! Moreover my palming id was having a prob, therefore they are not able to capture my time in & time out :D late they also dont know, haha. Anw thats the 1 difference st james & zouk has.

1) ST JAMES- PALMING MACHINE, ZOUK- PUNCH CARD
2) ST JAMES- $7/HR WEEKDAY $8/HR WEEKEND, ZOUK- STANDARD RATE
3) ST JAMES- BARBACK & BARTENDERS, ZOUK- BARTENDERS ONLY
4) ST JAMES- NO FLOOR MAT, ZOUK- FLOOR MAT AVAILABLE
5) ST JAMES- PRICES NOT INCLUSIVE OF GST, ZOUK- PRICES INCLUDED
6) ST JAMES- INDIVIDUAL VICTIM PAY FOR SPILLAGES, ZOUK- SHARE
7) ST JAMES- COLLECT TIPS WEEKLY, ZOUK- MONTHLY
8) ST JAMES- PROFIT SHARING IF HIT TARGET BASE ON INDIVIDUAL OUTLET, ZOUK- SHARING
9) ST JAMES- SUPERVISORS & MANAGERS NOT VERY SERIOUS, ZOUK- SUPER STRICT
10) ST JAMES- EATING IS ALLOWED INSIDE THE BAR, ZOUK- NO EATING EVEN OUTSIDE THE BAR
11) ST JAMES- STAFFS JUST SMOKE INSIDE CLUB AFTER CLOSING, ZOUK- PROHIBITED
12) ST JAMES- BAR IC MUST GIVE THE SHOT TO REALEASE, ZOUK- OWN TIME OWN TARGET
13) ST JAMES- NO SUPPER PROVIDED, ZOUK- YES
14) ST JAMES- BREAK TIME NOT TOGETHER, ZOUK- 9PM EVERYBODY BREAK LEFT 1 STAY BEHIND
15) ST JAMES- CASHIERS CAN WEAR BLACK HEELS/ SANDALS TO WORK, ZOUK- BLACK SHOES
16) ST JAMES- CASHIERS ARE PROVIDED WITH CHAIR, ZOUK- STAND
17) ST JAMES- 2 PIECE SHAKER, ZOUK- 3 PIECE & 2 PIECE
18) ST JAMES- ALL ICS & CAPTAIN ABOVE WEAR HEADSET, ZOUK- ONLY SECURITY
19) ST JAMES- BAR NOT NECESSARY GOT BARTENDER INSIDE, ZOUK- MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1
20) ST JAMES- ALOT OF MALAYS, ZOUK- MOSTLY CHINESE(:

LOLS. These are all those i can think of so far! Will update more if i can think of(:

2010-01-11T04:37:00.003+08:00

Happy 2010 to my blog, myself & I. Ive left this place untouched for 2 months and here im back again. I have never been fine enough, not knowing whats wrong with me everyday. Life is in a mess working in st james. Having being demoted to $7/hr is worst than anything. Barely enjoying working in the bar with the fucked up sewage, soaking my socks the whole night, & with uncapable IC who calls the shot! I will never expect myself to end up in this lump of shithouse if only it wasnt for my greed to steal some cheap zoukout slippers & tees! Just think about it, how cheapskate I was? As some say: 'New year, new start'. Now understand. Shall update the comparision of wonderful zouk & st james soon once i find out more(:

Latest updates that ive modelled for my blogshop!(:

2009-11-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

Ive a boyfriend who doesnt trust me. Im feeling so fucked up! Plus ive went back smoking but promise to control myself by 3 days a pack only. Shucks. Am controlling till ive only smoked 1 stick from last night till now! :D A great way ahead to quit smoking by cutting down.

After a long decision making of working full time in zouk, ive decided to convert from part time. Adding on a 6 months contract, with the position of BARMAID I, taking home of $1100+, i do feel honoured with the position though its not very high, better than to start off with any typical BARMAID II right(: But i will work hard during this 6 months to earn what i deserve more. And that is to climb faster than any other BARTENDER/ BARMAID I to achieve SENIOR post :D

2009-10-28T06:22:00.001+08:00

Its been the 6th day since ive stopped smoking.
I hope it will last....

2009-10-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

Its been a week since im home visiting mum. She was happy to see me. And we shifted the table into my room. But the dumb piano still inside -.-

Okayyy. Blogshop clearing well and fast. Need to get rid of those unused items soon before my wardrobe burst!

Savings running low due to over spendings. Need to wait for pay day in another 2 weeks! :(

Oh, and ive got my own POS card, a locker & a PRINTED name tag. P-R-I-N-T-E-D.
Im the only fucking part timer with that. Shucks. So gonna get sarcastic collegues bitching around -.-

But anw, hope to get more rest soon. Coughing and running nose not well yet. Thick phlegm stuck along my throat still waiting for me to yank it out. Need to drink lots of cooling liquids for now. Hope i get well soon.

2009-10-13T21:35:00.003+08:00

Resident of Bar 5 again :(
All thanks to a jealousy slut.

Hais. Starting to be sick and tired of work. So tired till im falling sick :(
Hoping for the IR to call me soon!

2009-10-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

Finally back from my Bangkok! Bought lots of beautiful clothes, tasted lots of yummy food, and lots of FUNNNNN :DDDD This is the 2nd overseas trip Bb and I went together(: Looking forward to Taiwan next year, probably? I spent a massive $1300 excluding hotel & air tickets. The trip was 3 day 4 nights, and we stayed at Baiyoke Sky Boutique($199 per room). I find the price rather reasonable, as the hotel is near to the popular shopping destinations, and its stayable, HAHA(: Apart from these, i personally feels that its a regret to go with such big group of 9 friends. Although we have nothing against each other, but the waiting & spliting up of groups is like as if we are all on our own. And the organising of events, eg: clubbing, hairdressing, medi pedi, massages, shopping, all cannot be held together. Yup. So i decided to make this trip more like a honeymoon instead of shopping with friends(: I didnt manage to capture any pic, as i didnt bring my camera. So, shall see if i managed to get any pic from facebook hehe!
And, i bought another Gucci Tote again!

Damage done: $660(:

2009-09-18T00:52:00.005+08:00

Ordered the birthday cake online this evening. Hope everything will be successful. Invitations being sent out thru facebook. I feel sorry for not inviting my ITE friends as we are all 88s, celebrating our 21st this year. But nvm, i dont have place for too many people as well.

MOM bought me the LG Prade II that ive been eyeing onto since it first came out. It went OOS, and BB helped me order thru his friend's hp shop and sold it to us at cost price(: BB collected the hp today already! Thanks alot BB! :D But ive yet to get hold of it. Need to wait till tmr at work then can feeeeel...! Im still contempting whether to go work early not. Then can explore around my new hp haha.

(MOM's)Damage done: $650

Almost forgot the most important news of all. Ive converted to part time. Darren requested me to join back part time as im earning like $800 per month being a freelancer -.-
Im thinking of whether to join full time instead? I cant just keep working part time, wasting my life away??

2009-09-15T22:34:00.005+08:00

Birthday celebration confirmed!(:
21.09.09 TO 23.09.09

COSTA SANDS RESORT(PASIR RIS)
159 Jalan Loyang Besar, Pasir Ris Park.
Double Storey Chalet!
(MOM's)Damaged done: $240

The invitation card not prepared yet. Probably will do it on Thursday.
Still planning on who to invite hehe!

Was just searching around for the ideal bday cake. And this piece of shit caught my eye! Its so F*cking Lovelyyyyy LUH :DDD And this cake cost a bombing $140 please.

............. IF only Mummy will order this for ME ...................
shall psycho her when im free! hehe

2009-09-11T00:00:00.010+08:00

went to catch G FORCE with mummy & mingfong this evening after sending BB to work. the guinea pigs are so cool with the oh-so-cool gadgets! this movie is a must-watch for those who likes animated films. representing the 6 outstanding G FORCE agents(:

before the movie, we went to dine at swenson's & i got to enjoy my ALL TIME FAVOURITE!

STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE @ $8.50 :DDD

im sure mom was in a good mood today cus i took the time off to acc her for movie after a long longggg time. on our way home, i even discussed to her bout my business plannings, and i cant believed it, she said if im really keen, she will support me with the capital! wooooah. plus i updated her with the croupier interview that ive failed, and she wasnt mad at me. she even updated me with her hols to KL on 19th, and hols to Taiwan & US when i told her i was going Bangkok next month. I expected her to nag at me saying Bangkok is dangerous blar blar blar! =/ she even asked me to plan my own bday party, and she will pay for it ! gosh. im lost at words! :DDD

2009-09-08T12:50:00.005+08:00

okay! im down to earth now. had actually left this blog untouched for decades, and im back to blogging again(:

last night finally had a chance to stay over at BB's house. i always knew he has his reasons for not daring to share with me his poor family background cus he's afraid i might look down at him. thought i cant help him finacially, i will support him mentally all the way!(: i promise i will be there to share his burden with him and will not turn my back on him due to his setbacks. will also be moving in to stay with him and should be going home twice a week to check out on mom too(:

21st bday drawing by.. not confirmed how to celebrate though. mom suggested to open a chalet for me at changi, but guess she has to be there too, or it wouldnt be nice right? im afraid there might be more hatred than loved =/ i shall further discuss with her again for her opinions when her mood is good!

PINK VAIO SONY LAPTOP ;Harvey Norman
Damage done: $1499

20 PACKS OF VICEROY CIGARETTES ;Zouk
Damage done: $140

not forgetting ive left stacy at a wonderful home at bukit timah nature reserve. michael has a hugh home with 2 lovely retrievers. stacy got adapted to her new home & friends very quickly and i know she loves it there.

stacy playing.

stacy sitting.

stacy sleeping.

"mummy will always be missing you in my heart"

Income received: $1200

2009-05-21T04:01:00.004+08:00

Ahhh... Ive decided to spend $430 to train Chocolate to be a good boy soon (: But i got to wait till July when there is slot. The training ground that ive choosen will be located at East Point Mall. The shopping centre at Simei MRT.

The trainer, Patrick is a well known guy with many outstanding awards and good reputations too. The shop's title Waggie's is actually his past dog's name. What a history. And his dog has been on tv several times in the 80s. Like just when we were still babies? The most remarkable thing was Waggie left this whole at the age of 16! Its like so OLD right?.... They sure do set the best example of "dogs are man's best friend". I hope in the near future, Chocolate and I will be living happily together. Without him irritaing me each time everyday without fail! =/

2009-05-20T01:54:00.004+08:00

Today honey finally came online. And this is the very first time we chat on msn since 1 year 4 months we've been together! Lol. A day i must remember. Ever since ive moved back home, life has been different for us. No more dining together. No more taking buses / mrt together. No more watching tv / dvds together. Seldom hold hands, seldom talk, seldom see each other & i miss your hugs and kisses.
I miss your everything. I miss you!

At least i managed to psycho him to come online. Next im going to psycho him to join facebook! Hahas. And we can play the stupid games together (:

Oh well, today i thought of a new name for my dogg. He will be named Chocolate! You must be wondering what a name right? Dont you think its unique and sweet? It suits his dark colour though. But im still too used to his old name, shall quit the habit soon!

This is my favourite pic of him! He looks extremely innoncent & cute here! (:
But in actual fact he's super naughty & is driving me nuts everyday!
I shall be sending him to dog's school soon. I want him to be obedient.
So that i would love him MORE.

2009-03-20T06:18:00.002+08:00

Dear diary!
2 days back i`ve made a police report regarding the scamming of the gucci wallet. They will investigate the matter and get back to me. I hope they will be able to nab down the scammer. I dont want her to run free and go around conning others. Where`s the law? Singapore is like so small luhs! I hope she will get punished for cheating!

Today had a chair launch event in zouk. Reported work at 530pm. Was stationed at Bar 3 with bf and David. The event consist freeflow of beer and standard soft drinks only. Due to beer being the only alcoholic beverage, the orders of beer was overwhelming that 2 barrals of beer wasn`t enough! Beer mug running low, that we had to replace with 10oz, and even downgrade to 8oz for a short period of time. That was like to cute! =/ The event was only from 8pm to 1o3opm which the customers later proceed on to velvet for more varieties of freeflow, which include wines and standard housepours. It was like madness in velvet after zouk close.

At around 1opm i was called for training. Interact with guest. This training class has only 5 candidates. Adeline, JingJing, Freda, Joan and Myself. However this is going to be a short training. Today and next Monday. Then thursday will be the test already. It only take 1 week to complete the training. But not sure when then i will be able to get the certificate for competent. My last training- Serving Alcoholic Beverages has ended for about 2 months already but i still didn`t get hold of the certificate yet!

Okay.... And since the news is out to almost everyone including my managers i`ve nothing to hide anymore. I shall be giving my resignation letter on the 24th. I`ve made my final decision and shall hesitate no more. I had been in great stress for the past 2 weeks regarding this issue. And i`ve been in a really difficult position. It goes like this. My mum was offering me a accounting job that has a monthly salary of $17oo. And this job is part time. Free and easy, work at home. It`s just like a project. I just have to finish my work within the deadline and hand it over to my boss on time. It`s a really good opportunity for me to gain some experience plus the salary is consider not bad as my education level is not that high. My mum is willing to teach me as she`s working this as her part time too. Many of my friends encourage me to go ahead. Including bf. So what is holding me back? =/

- Not being able to stay with bf anymore.
- Not being able to work full time in zouk anymore.
- Not even sure if im able to convert to part timer.
- Might have to give up bartending if they dont want me anymore.
Bartending is my hobby. I really love the job. And i love working in zouk too. Despite working in this kinda nightlife for 3 years, im never sick of it. The friends i`ve made, the experience i`ve gotton, i might have to put everything behind me and start a new life. Im not sure if im able to adapt to working at home alone, as compared to always sticking to bf.
All im hoping for now is to be able to at least work part time in zouk. I can earn extra income of $8 per hour plus im able to enjoy my hobby 3 times a week! And most importantly i can see my friends and bf too! (: But the chance is low as they are full house for part timers already =/ Hais! My biggest regret now is converting to full time one month back!! If only i didn`t. I wouldn`t need to stress so much regarding this new job. =(

2009-03-16T04:59:00.003+08:00

My dear old blog... It`s like been 4 months since i`ve updated it (: Well back here to delete some blacklisted blogshop from my previous post. One thing good is at least the dress she owe me came in the exact v neck piece as stated! D:

However a newly badlisted to be up. This is regarding a blogshop scamming money. But i`ve losted the url. And i have no idea what`s her name. I was supposed to buy a authentic gucci wallet from her at $270 with registered postage. We nego everything thru sms and after i`ve transfered her the money, she said that she will post it out the next day. But i`ve waited for 5 days still no postman came knocking on my door. After then, ive texted her and called her many times, there`s no response from her. Scam? Yes. I will be reporting to the police tomorrow. Buyers, do look out for her number- 81288642. And her account number- POSB savings 228-17430-0. I will make sure i hunt her down! Argh.....

2008-11-11T01:49:00.007+08:00

Hehes. Its been 2 long months since baby and I had been taking pictures together!(:

Just digged out some old photos from baby's hp for upload...
This was taken during our bintam trip!(:

The beautiful sky & sea- Taken on the boat.

The lovely restraunt by the windy beach.

Together the honeymoon couple! :DD

The last photo on our way back to singapore! =(

And.... This was taken while i was doing hair extensions long time ago! Hahas =/

This... Our first night at East Coast Park! :D

There's ALOT more. But very stupid looking one! Lols. Shall post up again when im free(:

2008-11-03T14:41:00.008+08:00

HALLOWEEN AT ZOUK- VELVET UNDERGROUND
WITH ALL MY BELOVERED BARTENDERS! <33

Joyce & I play as the makeup artist for all(:

Lastly, Joyce makeup for Me! :D

The after makeup results! Wahahaha!!

My dear Joyce is HOT & BITCHY yeah! xDD

2008-09-18T21:52:00.004+08:00

Time pass really fast & im turning 20 this coming Monday! Just 4 more days. Okay, im starting to feel really old now. Hahas. Anw, i bet there's nothing much to celebrate also. Cus i SHY! x) Lols. Bf says he will get me a mango bday cake with Ben & Jerry's FishFood Icecream for my dinner! :D
Plus he;s gonna get this Faux Jacket in Red for me! :DD

I find it really cool & pretty at the same time. Its not really expensive. Selling at $24 only!

Anyway ive nothing much to say. Might be changing work place soon (: Cus zouk is fucked up after all. Hahas! =X

2008-08-10T14:49:00.006+08:00

Happy Bday to SINGAPORE! (:

Seriously, im really really proud to be a Singaporean. For those loser out there who dont love your country and find it ashame to be a Singaporean, please fuck off! :DD

I LOVE YOU <33

Time really flies and a major reshufflement for bar staffs is here again. The reshufflement schedule was done over and over again due to uncertain changes for the past 3 weeks. Yet, the big day is finally here. Everyone will have to face a new outlet with new working colleague. Whether you like it or not, you still have to face it. National Day was also the night everyone celebrates their very last day in their current bar. (: I will surely miss working in bar 5 with people like Baby, Joyce and Chee Kiong. <3 I will be moving on to Velvet Underground. Baby will be moving back to Bar 3. And Chee Kiong will be facing hell in Bar 1. Lols. Everyone going seperate ways. But baby just gave his resignation letter last night, and converting to part time in 2 weeks time. Not sure if the management will put him at another bar. Bar 3 is a very fun place to work, and yet a place to flirt also!! So not very safe for him, especially with David around.. HAHAS. =x

Last night i was finally home to sleep. ZZZ. Baby got to go for RT in the morning, so ive decided not to disturb him. (: Shall be meeting him up around evening after lunch with mummy later. She will be heading for her facial also. Anw, shall be going to Halo Bar with baby to collect my pay + bottle commission! :D Frankly speaking, after ive quit there, i felt so much lighter without the heavy weight load of work on me. (:

2008-08-04T03:45:00.001+08:00

BF's SHOULD DO.

☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"
☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"
☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"
☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"
☆~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
☆~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday/anniversary dates to tell her you love her

☆~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you
☆~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick
☆~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

2008-08-04T02:19:00.010+08:00

Once and for most, i wanna say thanks to a very good advisor of mine! (: Without her around, i guess work for me will still continue be moody for me. Hahas, she taught me how to treasure whatever i have now and many other things that i know are good and important to me. I know she's just the best! (:
A sweet little darlinq babe of mine, Joyce 'Heng'! :DD

Those happy days i had in bar 5 is once back again! (:
There was this 3D event by TAB 1st Anniversary at zouk on saturday.
With this cute 3D paper spec, you can see NAKE GIRLS. Lols.
Thats what my dumb collegue said, and 1 customer said the same thing! :DD
Wasnt that happening?! The guys must be so horny luhs! @.@

Ohs, and my poor baby, was so suay that he kena the order of 4 RAINBOWS from a bitch. :DD To me, most of the girls at members are reither bitch/sluts. HAHAS. So pardon me if you love to hang out there. But anw, look at the pair of pretty rainbow. (:
Im so proud of my baby! ^^

Was in train with baby towards yew tee when a fire broke out at some factory outlet area. The smoke was so thick and dark! With 3 civil defence fire engine to the rescue. Check out the smoke!

Went pepper lunch at taka for dinner with baby. (:
I know it stinks, but its yummy luhs!

Then went cine to catch The Mummy.
Uhmmmm, not a bad movie afterall. @.* Im a crazy movie maniac, but i love almost all the movies ive watched. Cus need money mahs! HAHAS. But not exactly luhs. I feel that each and every different movies has got its own meaning and stuffs. Its only whether we understand it or not. ^^ I feel that its not up to you to give negative remarks on movies. Positive one would do good. (: Cus while eating dinner, there's this guy sitting on the next table was telling his friend on the mobile that The Mummy was not nice! Im like wtf. If you're so good at judging movies, film one on your own luhs. =.=

2008-07-25T03:15:00.004+08:00

A special entry just for my baby! (:
A promise made in my heart, that i will love you truely.
I swear nobody can ever replace you. <33
*31.01.08 //A day i will never forget.

2008-06-28T03:09:00.002+08:00

Just for my sweetheart (:

Make me yours now and forever.
I wanna be everything that you ever need...
Your wildest dream, Your fantasy,
Your deepest kiss, Your sweetest smile,
The eyes that look into your soul.
The one and only person,
You ever love.

When the night come and darkness falls,
I wanna be there to give you light and warmth
To glow in your heart.
When the rain pours
And im standing in the cold,
Waiting for you,
I want you to come and shelter me
And whisper into my ears
"I Love You"

# there is only one happiness in life.
* to love and to be loved.
; make me the angel of all your dreams -
' let me be the one to love you all my life.

2008-06-27T19:31:00.003+08:00

Haven been going back since the day i stop working.
The very place i miss dearly, very much...
The people i worked with especially! xD
Finally have the chance to go in there to party with my colleagues and friends last wednesday!! The last time we were held back cause Xiaowei was underaged. I do not blame her of cause! (: We went to boat quay in the end for drink! And on that day, then i realised that Brian's brother, Justin, actually turned out to be in the same camp as Wesley! They both actually know each other. What a small world right? Lol. xD
So anyway, that night i really did enjoyed myself very much dancing in phuture! And i really appreciate for the kindful Kelvin Chew, who "took care" of me in phuture. He keeps giving me ice water. Lol. (: I did drink a little, but due to my alcohol problem, i vomitted after that. HAHA. xD And i did not forget to pay my dearest Wesley and Eric Tay a visit up at members. Plus i got a free redbull from Alex Choy! xD And guess what, after i went up to members, the next song was actually "dying inside to hold you"! I was really very happy, i kept smiling to myself. You want to know why? While i was walking from phuture to zouk, i told myself: "If they play the song, means wesley loves me"! xD Well, you might think im childish or superstitious, but at least im happy in the end! This is the very tiny song that will always remind me of sweetheart. I will always remember how this song bond us together. (:
But at the end of the day, sweetheart was very very angry with me for drinking. Hais, but im glad he care. xD

2008-06-20T04:07:00.008+08:00

LALALA! So happy ive bought a new hp! :D
But the first set i bought gave me lots of problems and i went back to change another set (:
Guess what?! I actually bought the Sony Ericsson T650i Precious Gold edition set! It cost me $698, which is approximately $300 difference from the original set! You might think im silly, but i think its worth the money! (:
The colour everything is so nice, that i cant resist myself from not owing it! I bet you will LOOOVE it too!

HEHE, BEAUTIFUL ISNT IT? :D

Recently dear and I were trying out new games from the SGpools to win more money! HAHA. Just by betting soccer is never enough for greedy people like US. Lol! :D
Check this out, Its SCRATCHIT! :D

Stand a chance to win up to $10000. Each SCRATCHIT cost only $1. All you have to do is use a lucky coin and scratch on the game panel to reveal 8 symbols (amount). Any 3 of the same symbols, you may proceed to any SGpools to collect your award! Its as simple as that. Good luck (:

2008-06-16T01:03:00.002+08:00

I was packing dear's drawer today when i suddenly saw a note his ex girlfriend gave to him the last time they met to pass him some policy thing. It was to my amaze that he didnt mention that to me before. Hais, i dont know what to feel now. Should i be sad or what?? There's this feeling inside me that he still somehow likes her. Their photos taken together last time, he even tried to keep it away from me. But i found it pretending to be fine with it, and tell myself its okay. Once in a while, i will take the photo and stare at the happy them for a while when he's not around. After reading the letter his ex wrote to him, i really felt so upset. The feeling of how i felt the first time we got together came back again. Totally like a bitch for stealing other people's boyfriend! I even pursuade dear to let me send a sms over to his ex to apologize to her. But what i got back from her is so unreasonable. What can i say? I know its totally my fault for going in between them. But i love him just as much as she does also! She also dont know ive got a crush on him my first day of work in velvet like 2years back, but he also never choose to be with me what! So, should i put the blame on her? No right! WTF. I got ask him to go back with her cus she until now still love him also and so call fang bu kai him. But he shouted NO! And he claim that he will still break off with her even if we are not together cus he thinks she's too xiao qi and he cant take it anymore! See, this is evidence that its totally not my fault that he decided to give up on their relationship. And guess what she reply me when i sms to apologize? She replied: "you are just saying sorry so that i wont feel bad." Yea, its really true i feel darn bad. But i still think i should apologize. Then i replied her saying that he actually still kept her stuffs all that, with alot of craps i cant rmb liao luh. But she can reply me saying that she knows i work at zouk and halo bar and her friends saw me also. But she also never scold me or do anything to me. WTH! Seriously, come to my face and scold me if you dare. Or better still hit me loh. Im only scare i might injured you thats all. Ive done my best to apologize, but if there's anything happen between me and her in the future, its no longer my fault.

2008-06-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

These are the results of the calculations by Dr. Love:
Wesley Ting Wei Xiong ♥ Sophia Koh Lezhen

1 %

Dr. Love thinks a relationship might work out between wesley ting and sophia koh, but the chance is very small. A successful relationship is possible, but you both have to work on it. Do not sit back and think that it will all work out fine, because it might not be working out the way you wanted it to. Spend as much time with each other as possible. Again, the chance of this relationship working out is very small, so even when you do work hard on it, it still might not work out.

THIS IS WHAT THAT IS HURTING ME!

2008-05-07T14:46:00.001+08:00

Mummy touring to America again! :D
This time is for 2 weeks! (:
So happy luh.
Darling can come over to stay again (:

2008-05-02T03:22:00.001+08:00

Its us agin! (:
In celebration of our 3th month! :D

2008-04-25T03:44:00.003+08:00

Mummy just went Malaysia today, and my darling is coming over to stay! First time ley. Im so excited luh. I cant wait to meet him after his work (: Missing him like crazy now can!

2008-04-23T02:24:00.005+08:00

Smoking is bad for health. I will always remember.
I will never forget yesterday night, the lesson i had learnt.
The pain you had gone thru, history will not repeat itself.
Trust me. I will not change, but i can change just for you.
I love you baby.

2008-04-04T02:55:00.007+08:00

For the whole month of March, and we only managed to catch 2 movies loh.

&

Like what the fuck can! There's still lots of movies i want to watch luh! And my most want to catch movie is waterhorse ler! I really want to watch it..... Really want..... Really want.....!! :D

Today just got my first pay from HaloBar (: Not much, but so happy luh! I was rather worry about my pay at first, cause i scare kena cheated. But guess i dont have to further worry about my pay the next time ler! And i sold 1 Martell and 3 Hennessy today! What a luck, cant wait for my big big commission! WAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Considering my ITE results, i guess i will retake the dumb costing in Sept. Im so very disappointed in myself for being such a bitch to not take the exam in year 1. Now, i cant take my ITE cert cause of one shit module! Made me so fed up! _|_ Hais. Now got to find help from classmates ler, and must go back school to apply for the retake. At the meantime, shall apply for CAT also (: Im thinking, of quitting zouk as soon as i start school at CAT. But maybe continue working at HaloBar. Hais hais! Just so stress luh.

2008-04-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

Failed my stupid ITE.
Fail fail fail... Hais.

2008-03-30T06:10:00.004+08:00

Getting more sick and tired of working at zouk recently. Is it because of him? Even until today, i still dont understand that why during work, we hardly talk. And the worst part was, i feel so darn darn cold towards him. And it was so different from last time before we got together. Everyday was fun and we can talk and joke around very easily in the bar. How much i miss those days! But now, everything has changed. I dont know, but i feel that if this goes on, our relationship might turn sour anytime. Thinking of how we work together now, thinking of your past kissing with a customer, just make me feel like crying everytime. To be trueful, i feel really really insecure. Everytime you look at pretty girls, say someone else is pretty, say good things about them, the way you serve them drinks, i really feel very heartbroken. I dont wish to see all these anymore. How much i hope i will be seperated from bar 5 soon!

2008-03-14T02:30:00.002+08:00

Im desperatly looking for part time jobs! :D
Went for a job interview today at a pub inside Ngee Ann Poly. It took me a hell lot of energy and time to find the bloody place, with the help of 4 kind people (: The interview went well, but the boss say he will contact me again on Saturday to let me know the outcome.
And on my way home, I saw another job advertisment that is rather exciting! Its from Walls Ice-cream! And the working hours are only from 6-10pm. Just a short period of 4hours. Plus the average pay is $40/day. Means that its gonna be like $10/hour! How much im gonna love that kind of salary! I swear im going to call them tomorrow first thing when i wake up.

2008-03-05T01:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED ONE MONTH TO BABY AND ME! :D
Until today, there's hardly a day that seperates me away from you. In my whole mind, there's only you, you and you. Baby, i hope you will know how my heart felt for you. You might not know, but at least should be able to feel? (:
After all that you have done, to be with me, i feel like im the luckiest girl in the whole wide world. To have loved you again, and once again, finally together. I promise i will treasure this relationship. I love you baby. Muacks!
HAHA. My baby wont be reading this, but fuck. Just let me be happy for god's sake.

We just simply looooove to watch movies so much! :D

Today i felt like a despo. Totally like one fucking despo! I couldnt even believe it. I left home at 9pm carrying a big pillow and a heavy bag all the way to cine in hoping he will be able to take half day off from work. I waited and waited like fuck, but in the end no half day. Still so suay bump into Joan, a cashier from zouk. Then she ask me how come i alone, and carrying a pillow. Then i still need to create story to make myself not so paiseh. Darn it. Anyway, ive learnt my own lesson. I will NEVER EVER be so stupid and despo again!

2008-02-26T20:26:00.010+08:00

The OH-SO-CUTE Hello Kitty Zodiac wallpapers i love so much! :D

2008-02-19T20:36:00.009+08:00

CNY is going to be over soon. And its going to be a brand new year, new start for everyone (: Hope everyone is getting rich, and all my babes getting prettier and cutier yup! CNY as usual, went to Malaysia. This might be my last trip back, cause Aunty migrating to America this May. Dont know whether to be happy or sad yup. I might miss holidaying plus shopping there! :D

CNY eve, cab-ed to airport (:

In the plane, with dearest Mummy (: I know she damn act cute luh. But please....! :D

CNY Day 1, went Malacca with KL Auntys, Uncle and cousins. Before we left KL here is my cutiest cousin, Joshah Tio! :D

New year, with new pair of coloured eyes! :D

And the weather is damn hot there luh! Not a single drop of rain can! Plus the journey sooooo long. Very heavy jam on the road! Guess every family are going back to their own hometown like us! (:

The Malacca hometown i used to go when young, was more or less the same. Except for this cute little thing Momo :D

Isnt she just so adorable? (:

Plus, i found this poor lost kitty in the kitchen! :D

When we were about to board the car, Rocky was so sad luh. I knew him since he was a puppy! Now all grown up. He kept barking at us, but was held back by cousin. Miss Rocky so much!

On our way back to KL, Mummy and Aunty went to the Bee Farm to buy honey! The place is somehow amazing! :D

The bee's honey wax (:

Was looking for the toilet in the farm and this thing totally gave me a shock! Click to enlarge. And trust me, you will laugh for sure. HAHA :D

The most important thing to know before leaving there was, the knowledge of a bee! :D

Guess what caught our eyes this time? Its the amazingly big big banana! :D

Look at the difference of the size with the normal banana! Unbelieveable right?! :D

Mummy bought a bunch of normal banana, and we started eating like some monkeys. I love banana luh! :D

CNY Day 2 and Day 3 was just shopping and shopping, plus one movie! Shopping is rather tiring. But i looooove it so much! :D

CNY Day 4 we flew back to Singapore! Was so happy luh. But i think Mummy was happier than me! Lol :DD

2008-02-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

Movies watched since Jan08 till today! :D

This was the very first movie dear and I watched together! (:
It was horrible luh. Causing headach for us! And yup, that day bumpped into Arun, Siti and LC at cine. Plus we watched the same movie also. But they left shortly after.

The very second movie dear and I watched together (:
We bumpped into Joan, Jason & Samantha at cine also. HAHA. And they watched the same movie as us! :D

Watched this with dear, Derrick, Egon & Daphene (:

This Jay Zhou show was with non other than Mummy and Aunty in Malaysia! (:

The most recent one was this! Only with my precious darling! :D Just me and you (: Plus i love this movie luh! Super funny. And it shows alot about love. So touching can! 2 tumbs up :D

2008-02-06T13:27:00.000+08:00

Guess what boring people like to do on buses? :D

Ive got a big red ugly pimple for CNY! :D

The hole i burn in my pocket for CNY, Ang bao also not enough to cover up! (:

Dear bought this for me! I love him luh! ^^

Luckily these 2 tees i managed to claim money from mummy! :DD

2008-02-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

I love my silly boy!
You are my everything! :D
I promise i will always be here for you thru all thick and thin. After all that we have been thru, I dont care anymore even if the whole world knows we are together. I never do anything wrong, and i know there are many people who supports me. People who really love us, will support us. And all i know is that i really love you.

31.01.08 the beat goes on (:

2008-01-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

I totally felt like a bitch.

Firstly, its because of what ive done to Reni.
If you are reading this, i know it my fault for everything. But i just dont want to continue bluffing your feelings. Its really better to end everything earlier than later. So that you will have more time to heal and it wont hurt so much. Yes, i ever love you once. But frankly speaking, i hardly got any feelings left for you since the first time i asked for a breakup. So our sour relationship totally got nothing to do with Wesley. I hope you wont think its Wesley's fault that i broke up with you. Im sorry and im sure you can find someone better than me.

And lastly, i think i really shouldnt get in between Wesley and his GF. Im like a 3rd party, trying to break them up. Plus others will think that Wesley is so flirt to 2 time his GF. Im only bringing a bad name upon him and nothing else. How come everything will turn out to be this way? If only i told him how much i love him before he got with his GF...... And everything would be just fine. My heart hurts everytime i imagine him spending wonderful time with his GF together. Love is just so complicated. I always asked myself this, do he really like me? What if he was just fooling around with me? But he seems to be so serious. I cant even tell if its just a game or a dream coming true. After deciding for close to 2 hours, i decided to let go of him. We will just be friends for the time being until he's single. I dont want to be a burden to him anymore. I will just wait for him, till he come back to me.

2008-01-27T15:49:00.000+08:00

Cheebye luh! This blogshop owner can go and die luh! I reserve from her this cap then ask her sms me, she never. Then today i went to her blogshop, the post was deleted. What the fuck luh!

somebody find me this cap please! :D

LOL. This is cute luh! I like it! :D

2008-01-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

Ive finally got my own name tag after working for one year!
Im so happy luh! :D

byebye TRAINEE! (:

hello SOPHIA! :DD

I remembered when i first joined velvet, my POS card was PT77! HAHA. After 6 months Edward made one which got my own name on it for me! :D
I was super happy also luh. But it feels weird after that, when customers started knowing my name! Cause they will keep calling me over to serve them. Sometimes it became so irritating, i feel like asking them to shut up! :D
Now ive changed a new place at bar 5, the customers there all i dont know. And i feel so weird again, with strangers all around. I miss those days working in prelounge where all the regulars knows me. Miss those days when Vanessa and i will be playing around in prelounge during early hours. And Andy Liew(velvet ex manager), will come in and entertain us. Lol. Miss him luh! I remember got even one day, we all were playing dice with Andy and Kelvin(velvet's regular) during early hours in lounge. Damn fun luh. Im starting to miss almost every lovely memories ive left behind.

2008-01-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

Are wigs so in the trend now?
You wont even know if a pretty girl sitting next to you is actually wearing a wig. HAHA (:
Hairstyle actually play a big role in making a person looking different. If not, why would people even bother spending money on their hair? Like perming, rebonding, colour/highligh and even extensions, all cost a bomb! :D
Use wig even cheaper ley! Lol.
Cost around $40 to $60 only!

I like this the most luh! :D

This is so special hor! :D

2008-01-23T13:07:00.000+08:00

I found my beautiful hp selling on ebay! (:
Retailing at $400+ without shipping fee/handling fee/postage.
Its quite expensive hor?
Mine is cheap cheap $350 bao ka liao! :D
HAHA.

I admit the camera is really power lahs!

But this music playback i still dont know how to use yet. Its not really user friendly though. Plus the music is super soft lohs. Like play for the ants to hear only!

Got so many colours available. The blue & orange look so stupid lahs. But i quite like the RED one! :D

2008-01-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yippie! :D
This 2 weeks wont have PE lessons until after CNY ends!
No need to wake up early this 2 weeks on thursday morning ler! ^^

Today only went for NAPFA test.
I was too lazy to go school already!
NAPFA was from 2pm till 6pm.
Did all the 5 stations including the 2.4km
I guess i did passed for everything.
Got maybe 2 As (:
I think its for the sit up and pull up.
Standing broad jump, shuttle run and sit & reach maybe got B,C or D bahs!
HAHA.
2.4 no need say lahs, got pass can already.
I walked more than i jog lohs!
By the time finish all the 5 stations is like so tiring already.
Where got strength to run lahs!
Plus the sun so hot = can die man.
Dont see me like this,
Im quite fit one hors!

And Mrs Ang text me this morning say got no costing remedial today! :D
I think its because of the NAPFA bahs.
Suppose to have it today from 4-5pm der.
But good, dont have (:
Because im one of those dumb fucks who missed the exam /failed,
That's why must retake again!
Oh well, ive forgotten everything.
So die die also must go for the remedial!
Got 4 lessons, on every tuesday 4-5pm.
When i saw the time table, i was like.... WTH lahs.
Tuesday school ends at 12 ley.
Then from 12 to 4pm what i do lahs? =.=
Sian!
Go watch a movie mahs?
Movies on tuesdays are quite cheap though!
HAHA :D

2008-01-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

Today i went to school hor! =P
Without Jessica, without Eileen and without Liying.
They all never come. Only me alone.
But luckily got my class girls who talked to me.
Cus im very anti-social with people i not really close with der.
Anw thanks alot Charlotte, Iris, Xinyu all.
If not i would have been bored to death! :D

Yesterday went woodlands with dear.
She pei me meet all the 3 buyers (:
Then we went for dinner.
And got a baby puke porridge lohs.
Yucks!
After eating i went home, and dear went home also.
Im meeting Hui Mun to sell her my webcam at Commonwealth.
This one very last min plan der.
Then after meeting Hui Mun i went clementi MRT wait for dear.
Then we head down to Joan's chalet!
At pasir ris downtown east! (:
And it was damn fun luh.
Her actual bday is this friday nahs!
Im going to make her wet! :DD
The chalet got not much bar staff,
Only JinTong, dear and me plus Joan lohs.
But got quite a num of zouk floor staff!
Lucily those who stay all i know der.
BOHOOOOO!
We gamble the whole night until morning lohs! HAHA.
Jason, is the zheng. And we got around 6-8 people playing!
Got one guy play until he owe Jason $300+. LOL.
I think they damn funny lohs.

Dear and I play until 430am go back first.
Cus we still got school today! :D
Guess what? We both didnt just go back empty handed k.
Obviously we win money lahs!
Lots and lots of money! $$$
I won exactly $50 ley! xD
Dear won only $33 (Less than me sucker!) =P
We were losing like fuck earlier,
but earn back after that! ^^
HAHAHAHAHA. Damn happy lahs! :D
The stupid parking fee close to $10 ley.
So expensive right?
No wonder the car park like empty one.

I wonder if should i open a chalet on my bday?
Ive never opened a chalet before.
And if i open, who should i invite?
Like, my secondary school friends, ite friends and colleague dont know each other.
Sure will feel awarkard one lohs.
Then it wouldnt be fun anymore!
Still considering.....

Anyone know of a samsung hp model J750?
I saw someone selling it online at $230 ley.
I want to buy as spare phone.
For MP3 + Bluetooth.
Is it too ex?
I cant find that hp on singtel website ley.
Maybe its too old model liao! =.=

2008-01-19T13:42:00.001+08:00

My fingers are so itchy.
Cant stop myself from blogging again.
I shall type till my fingers stop itching.

Im going to start cursing and swearing for the whole entry.
Nothing good is mentioned.
If dont want to read, please go away.... :D

As metioned, went bugis to meet Fiona.
And i was so so so mad at her.
I forgot to buy concession yesterday!
Should have walked to parkway and top up lahs!
But I hate to take bus from there cus ALOT people.
Then always ended no place to sit =.=
And so I paid for the bus ride.

When im walking to the bus stop,
I text her ask where is she already, im going out ler.
And no reply.
Then when i reached bugis, i call her, she never answer.
Okay, im really pissed.
Then i sms her to call me back immediately.
Then she reply say she's in a school meeting, will be late half an hour.
At that moment, im hot already.
What the hell, she actually plan to meet 530 one ley.
Luckily i say 615.
Imagine i down there 530 wait until 7 all alone?
Im very angry cus when i sms her the first time, she never tell me she will be late.
Cus if i know she will be late, i wont even be going down to meet her.
I cant wait until 7 for her.
Then i will be late for work around 45min ley.
Damn cb right?
Then i took MRT from bugis to Orchard.
Then take 16 go work.
Fucking waste my money lahs bitch.
If not i will straight take 16 go work from home liao.
PLUS, NOT LATE FOR WORK.
I go work on time, got $7 per hour one k.
Dont make me waste my time just to sell you a fucking $5 thing,
And waste my $7 pay instead.

I bet is cus she meeting another person at 7.
Then she dont want come down early wait for the person.
And she give excuses.
Fuck. Totally spoilt my mood lahs.
Yesterday on the phone she said about meeting parkway.
Then i told her i stay there.
Then she say No, nevermind. Its too far liao =.=
Sometimes i really hate humans ley.
Why they so selfish one?
Must be you coming to town that day do something then can come meet me mehs?
Cannot come down town JUST to meet me ahs?
All go and die lahs.
Then always ask me go until their house there.
North, south, east, west i all travel liao lohs.
I say meet town is got reason one mahs, everybody play a part lahs.
Kaos! All so selfish like fuck.
Then go your house downstair market buy lahs.
Very near only, no need take bus. FOC.

We planned another meeting at woodlands this sunday 7pm.
See, end up still i go until woodlands.
But of cus meeting another 2 buyers together! :D
Kelly at 430pm first,
Then Fieary at 5pm, then that bitch at 7pm.
Can you imagine if from 5 wait till 7 then end up she say cant make it again?
It happened before, and it might happen again.
Cus i know, what kind of person she is already. Dua Kang bitch.
I hate this kind of people. Go to hell bahs. The earth dont need you.
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2008-01-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

Im abit confuse with my own blog days.
Like the previous post is actually about wednesday.
But how come it will be posted on thursday? =.=
Wednesday end work, is thursday morning already lahs.
Working at night, days seems to be passing faster and faster! :D

Yesterday was very tiring at work.
Freeflow of drinks is like nobody is afraid of getting drunk.
When they are actually very drunk already.
Those people are like alcoholic addicts.
Plus cheap skate. Only free flow then drink.
No free flow no drinking.
They kept ordering and ordering non stop.
Im already very very tired.
And still these people are making me more and more pissed.
Feel like asking them to fuck off! :D

Before going work, met up with Yan min at suntec to buy my smocked spagg at $10 (:
Then i bought Royce chocolate go work!
HAHA. YinLee was so happy lahs (:
We were super busy until freeflow over, and the crowd started to became lesser.
So little people till memebers closed at around 1:30am.
I started doing closing from 1am.
Do until i very very pek chek.
I HATE DOING CLOSING LAHS!
Really hate like fuck can!
This person teach me this method, then another fucker teach me another method.
Then this that this that and this and that. FUCKS!
Just leave me alone.

I done care if i dont know how to do.
Stop saying that if teach Ronald how to do, then i will be lack behind.
And that i might be thinking that how come Ronald is better than me.
NO. I wont. I dont care if im earning $7 per hour.
And he will be earning more than me althought he is newer than me.
I dont give a damn about all these anymore.
I admit im lousy at counting. My maths is just not good. So i sucks at it can.
I know i take a long time to count.
7+6 i also need fingers to count. SO! STOP SAYING IM SLOW.
Hais.... Really want to throw it all out, but cant lahs! T.T
Really feel like crying sometimes when they talk to me.
They are all making me so stress........
I just hope they will leave me alone to do it my own way.
HAIS!

Will be meeting Fiona 615pm at bugis later (:
She is getting for the juicy couture pouch from me! :D
And still deciding on the black blossom spagg (:
Hopefully she will get that too!
Cant wait to get rid of all my stuffs lahs!

2008-01-17T06:10:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning and im here online.
Just argued with mummy again for using the com at this hour.
Sigh! She just hate the sight of me using the com =(

Anw, im going to do CDP online assigments now until 7! :D
Got to complete by monday de.
See my stupid mummy doesnt believe what i say.
I said i got to do my school work then she say im not =.=

Uhmmm, i was bored at work today.
So bored lahs!
So i was cam-whoring in the locker during break time! xD

A kiss for you lovelys! :D

And this was taken just a moment ago, when im home after work (:
Ahhhhh, where's my head?

Neh, here lahs!
I look very tired hors! :DD

2008-01-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

Today didnt go school again!
Im having cramps! And i mean very very bad cramps!
Regret eating ice-cream last night!
Im dying.........

Anyway, went plaza sing for this show body #19.
Its really scary! :D

Before the show, walked around plaza sing.
There got not much things to shop also!
The clothes so expensive and not really nice (:
Then when walk until one corner, got one small & cramp shop.
Is actually Flesh Imp! xD
Unbelieveably small. The hereen outlet was much nicer & spacious!
They are having 50% sale on certain clothes.
But i bought 1 top only. ^^
Nice? Nice?

After movie, bus-ed down to bugis for more shopping!
And met up with Kimberly before that.
She bought my black leggings at $10! :D
Shopping at bugis became so scary that ive got nothing to buy anymore.
Whole day only bought a $10 top. A fake 2 piece shirt. Nice right? :D

After eating, darling and I went off at around 9pm.
Cus she must go for her grandmother funeral.
And she wont be working on thursday and friday also.
Its her last 2 days with her grandmother already.
I hope she wont be too sad (:
I will miss you for this 2 days.

2008-01-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

HEHE!
Today didnt go to school.
Totally cant wake up at all.
Not my fault.
When I woke up, school over already! :D

Last night I asked Mummy to wake me up at 645 today.
And I think she didnt give her best shot.
She gave up halfway!
Argh...
Then just now I called her asking something.
Then she asked whether I went school or not.
And i said NO.
Then we started arguing!
Hais~ I also want to go, but really cant wake up!
If I dont want to go, you think I will bother setting alarm clock and all that shit meh?
WTF lah. My body is getting too use to night life already!

Did the re-test yesterday, and it was sort of easy.
But alot of things I memorize cant remember.
My mind became blank, then structure questions alot never do.
The marks allocated was 25marks for MCQ and 25 marks for structured questions.
Means if MCQ get full marks then pass le! xD
My MCQ answers all copy Ash one, then he copy Lilian one! :D
Lilia answers can be trusted one. HAHA!
All I need is a pass (:

Going for movie with darling.
Not sure what to watch yet.
But maybe some horror movie! HAHA :D
I looove horror movies lah!
Many years back, I still can remember Johansson was asking me this:
You pay movie tickets to go cinema scare yourself for what? :D
LOL. I miss him.
We were so so close in the secondary school days.
But now, he's in poly and im in ite.
What a sad way to end our friendship..